We went to the beach, last time we went there I was 5 months pregnant with my baby girl. So weird how life changes things and you end up completely different than you planned.
We wrote in the sand for her, I was sad when the tide washed her name away but also a little relieved. For some reason anytime someone else walked by it and read it I was uncomfortable, and i surely didn't want it there after we left.
Husband and I talked about the fact that some days it really seems like my pregnancy was just a dream... And it's true, some days it really does feel that way. My body feels a little different, and I have stretch marks to prove it if I ever REALLY start to doubt it. But other than that a person watching husband and I walking down the beach would have NO idea what this summer has been like for us, and that, my friends, is bizarre.
Baby Brother is a ray of sunshine for sure, I'm so grateful his mom chose life and in doing so blessed this family more than she could ever know. Watching him enjoy the beach today was so much fun.
Thank you God, for a beautiful way to spend the day. Trusting my baby girl had a great day in eternity with you.
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