Well, I missed another one. It's been two months and two days and I didn't even think about her "two month" on the 5th. I'm not sure why they pass me by. I feel a little guilty afterwards.
Today I downloaded the "lilypie" ticker to keep track of how long we've been without her and only then did I realize that I missed it.
I think subconsciously I remember because I always get really angry and sad right around the significant day(s).
We have been pretty busy, getting our house ready to move into, Husband getting a job and getting used to that new, crazy, different, schedule, and I have been getting things ready to teach my little sister. But it's still sad to me that I'm forgetting such things.
A friend on Facebook shared this verse tonight just when I needed it "God makes all things beautiful in His own time." Ecclesiastes 3:11. It's hard for me to think of my situation as beautiful, but I do believe I've already had moments of seeing beauty in these ashes.
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