It has been over 4 months since our baby left this world and while 4 months is not that long, in some ways it feels like an eternity.
I'd really like to start letting go of the fear I have now. I know it's a trust thing and I'm working on it every day (trusting God). 
Some additional thoughts.
Today while we were at the bank our banker asked us about our matching bracelets (first time someone's inquired about them) and husband told her they were for our baby girl that we lost. She grabbed my hand and asked all about her and we talked about lots of things and she cried with me. It was very sweet of her. She told us she'd be praying and if we needed anything she'd take care if us. Such a sweet encounter with a random (pretty sure Christian) woman.
I also realized today that I like pink so much more nowadays remembering my baby girl that, had she been born alive, probably wouldn't have worn pink that often at all.
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