Day 14- family

Day 14-Family 

Our family now is us. Husband and I. Some day maybe God will bless us with more to add to our earthly "us" but we are figuring out our life as a couple again after months of planning and rearranging for our baby and becoming a family. 

Last night we got out Embers things and I looked at her pictures because I felt like I was forgetting who she was... It's hard sometimes to find a balance. Going too long without looking through her stuff makes me feel guilty but looking through her stuff brings back a flood of emotions that I can't handle every day... 

I miss her. 

I wonder what she'd be like about 2 1/2 months old. 

Would it be going as I planned? 

What things would be hard for me? 

How would our family be different? 

Life is a vapor, a mist, so easily taken for granted. 

(That's not a picture from today, I didn't feel like photographing myself today)